Saturday, 16 August 2008

random post.

"I'm yours" - Jason Mraz


Well you done, done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
I look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment, people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Do you want to come?
Scooch on over closer dear, and I'll nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
I look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, please don't, please don't
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours, I'm sayin' I'm yours

Thursday, 14 August 2008


Okay, so lately I've been
  • eating badly (no appetite at times)
  • sleeping badly
  • thinking badly
So, in the past few days I've managed to lose like a kilo and a half. I haven't been eating much breakfast and I've had no dinner at all, and only lunch.

Why am I sleeping badly? I have no idea. Seriously, I go to bed tired and exhausted, but as seen as I lie down, KABLAMO I'm wide awake. Who knows, maybe I'm thinking too much. I don't recall any issues in my life, but something always pops up one way or another.

Thinking badly. Probably because of the lack of sleep. I've been thinking negatively on pretty much everything. I don't voice them, but they're there, and I always end up arguing with myself. Yes, I'm weird.

But, besides all of the above, I've been high. Really, really high. Tired and hungry, but high. Which is a good thing.

Tuesday, 12 August 2008


CORRECTION: mandy is poor, yet again ! LOL I have no idea where all my money went O.O

Anyway, on a brighter note (not really), I've made a Wordpress blog. Why? Because some people can't access THIS blog. Which is weird.

Well, my new blog is easy to remember. Just replace blogspot with wordpress and VOILA! :]

I'll still be using this blog as well. That'd be putting Theresa's pro coding skills to waste !

Monday, 11 August 2008


mwahahaha. MANDY IS BROKE NO MORE ! :D

I would go out and buy ice cream/chocolate, but yeah. Sick today. TT"

Saturday, 9 August 2008


Okay, so after that depressing blog yesterday, I'm back to my high self, which makes me think I just had a massive mood swing. Probably an understatement but oh well.

Weeee~! I may be high, but I still have no idea what to blog about. See, right now, I'm practically just writing whatever comes into my thought. So don't blame me if I end up typing something like, Go Banana !

Anyway, I have an urge to eat chocolate. Like, massive urge. Actually, no. I have an urge to eat ice cream. I could get chocolate ice cream, but I don't like chocolate ice cream that much, which totally contradicts my addiction to chocolate, just like how Tina Phan hates strawberries/strawberry flavouring and yet she is in love with pink.

Damn. Too much talk about ice cream and chocolate. And I'm broke TT

Which reminds me, it's Christina's / Vincent Mai's / Melinda's birthday next week. Is it possible to be more broke than broke? Coz that's what I'm gonna be after this Sunday =(

Oh, another reminder. I've compiled a "To buy" list. =P Makes it easier, you know. Instead of keeping a mental list. LOL @ Tina. She said she was going to take a mental note, and she takes out a post-it pad.

Anyway, here's my list:
1) Wii >:[ I really really really want to play brawl, and that pokemon game. I forgot what it's called, LOL.
2) Chocolate. Obviously.
3) Giant stuffed Pikachu. Always wanted one, never got around to it.
4) Cat. I want a cat! Screw dogs, I'm allergic goddamn it. But that didn't stop my dad from getting THREE. --> I'm not allowed to get a cat anyway -.-"
5) PS3 !! I highly doubt I'll be able to get one. For one, it'll take me like three terms to save up. For another, I always end up using my savings one way or another, which in turn makes me give up saving up for it =P
6) More chocolate :D
7) Some stuff to put in my room. Seriously, my room consists of a bed, a chair, and a light/lamp thingy, which a whole bunch of junk in the corners, because SOMEBODY moved my desk.

Well, that's my list =P

Friday, 8 August 2008

life is great

I've decided that the best way to get my feelings out, is by blogging. I don't have to specifically deal with people's opinions on my problems, so I don't end up raging for no reason.

Anyway, I'm sure I'm one of the many people who have really crappy lives. Some learn to deal with it, some don't. I'm kind of half-half. My problems never cease to exist. Sometimes I can deal with it, i forget they exist, and i live life the way i want to: happy. And then there are times where i just can't keep it inside me anymore.

There are ups, and then there are downs. I feel like that sometimes, the downs outweigh the ups.

A simple touch brings all those stupid emotions back. The stupid feelings that made me weak in the first place. The stupid feelings that keep me in a whirlpool of confusion and refuses to let me go, permanently.

No matter how hard i try the feelings always come back, one way or another. I thought i moved on. I thought that time wasn't only flowing around me, but it was flowing within me too. After almost half a year, i thought i was free. For the past few days i've been high and happy, a huge difference to 7-8 months ago, where my world was full of pain and silence for almost 2 years, and then fate takes a wrong step and my old world is back. Well, i guess i should be grateful for that small time of freedom i felt.

Do I have a reason for living? I probably do. I just can't remember what it is anymore.

Thursday, 7 August 2008


i'm going to devote this blog to this overly cute hamster thingy:

it's got like, these fat cheeks and little paws, AND IT'S EATING A CORN ;D;D;D


&& the words just make it even cuter

"i has a corm". LOL !

aww... and look at the whiskers !! :D:D:D


okay, that's enough of me going high :D:D:D:D